Now if you notice the time stamp it will be about midnight when I post this. Why am I awake at such a late hour? I have a sleeping issue. Everday at about 2 pm I get supppeeerrrrr tired. This lasts until about 9. At 9 I get a HUGE burst of energy and don't feel drowzy until about 2 or 3 am. This creates a problem because A. My room mates are asleep. B. I've done pretty much everything I need to get done for the day and C. There really isn't much to watch on t.v. So what do I do? Well for the last week or so I end up packing a lot of my stuff. Honestly right now 1/8 of my stuff is still unpacked. yeah.....also...I post on here!
So here is something I wrote a couple months back. I was in the cafeteria just listening to music an watching people:
Can any of you hear?
Do any of you see?
I sit here with my ears so full of music and love and you just sit there. Do your realize you're missing something? Something so basic and essential? Can you hear?
I know I'm missing it. I can feel the empty, but in that empty I can feel so much more. Some fridays are sad>Some Saturdays are worse, but when I put these headphones in..... None of you see me. None of you recognize me. I look at you, laughing, smiling, I can fly. Did you know that? I can fly. When the sound hits me there is nothing I can't do. Guitars are my friends. Drums are my crew. Lyrics are my boyfriends. Do you think you're living? I don't know if you are but I know I am. Nothing holds me down.
Well that's my cue to go to bed. So good night world. tomorrow I clean for white gloves and drive to Utah.
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